12.18.2012 gdc and mt. tom

 12.20.2012 Jess and her bread house (I ate all the doors and windows)

 12.20.2012 long johns done and done

 12.22.2012

 12.22.2012 dream house

12.22.2012 eye in the sky



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Pity party fuck-up style.

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ghost time

I got on and then got off of Facebook again.  I don't understand how it can make me feel so lonely.
I got on to get some pictures.   I want it to be a tool but I can't control myself.

I need you in real time.  I am not equipped for this.

(last line edited out from this spot 12.26.2012, too hasty not well planned)

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Depersonalization.

I feel like a ghost lately.  I am not really around.

I cry at the drop of a hat.  And I gag so easily.


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I am so very sorry about your loved ones.
I am still thinking positive thoughts for you.